I just realised that the accomodation application has ended. Just get to know about the academic year schedule, date of medical checkup and stuffs. I am not ready for University, not ready to accept a new environment, am I? I don't even know whether I am in the right course cause this is not one of the first few choices. Eh. Or rather I don't know what I want in life. Even if I am in the right course I won't know. I appealed. I may get it, I may not.
EVERYTHING IS NOT DEFINITE. I know those who are rejected may just say :" At least you are offered a place in the local university." But am I in the right course? Is thise course be useful for my future career? I don't know. I hate making DECISION!! I don't wanna grow up.
How I wish I can always stay by my parents tag along where ever they go ):
